Kinda lame huh? Our computer is just plain broken. She's old. Well, old for a computer that is! What would you say... Are computer years to people years like, 1-20? I don't know! But what I do know is that I'm pretty hard on computers and we need a new one! The new girl is ordered and should be on her way soon so I can get back to editing and up-loading till I can't see anymore!
I'm going to address my lack of blogging. Kinda.
I just deleted what I originally had here... I hate when I can't get what's in my head out!!!
Okay... for the past few months I've had stuff. Lots of stuff. I've had to acknowledge this and work it out. I just didn't feel like I wanted to vent it all on my blog. I like things happy and joyful! I don't mind blogging about real stuff, but I need my blogs to have happy endings and I haven't gotten there yet.
Just when I thought I was doing good I got the Shingles! I looked at the Dr. cross eyed and he asked if I was stressed about anything... I said, "No! Who me? I'm Sharon! I'm happy and optimistic!" He gave me the look... I sighed.
"Well, yeah... Maybe a bit."
Acknowledged.
Or so I thought.... the migraine told me otherwise.
Really acknowledged this time.
I hurt. Past hurts have come to haunt me... New hurts have come to torment me... Reminders of how broken I am have been sent.
But, can I tell you something? There is a silver lining to this big grey storm cloud! Jeramy and I have been reminded that we are each others best friends! (Thanks Lynn!) God has sent people to show me how loved I am. You know who you are... your kind words and encouragement have meant so much to me.
I am broken. But, you know what. Thats what makes me... ME!
I am a bruised reed. But, I know about this...
A bruised reed he will not break,
and a smoldering wick he will not
snuff out, till he leads justice to victory.
Mt.12:20
Hope.